Havent written in forever- and someone in particular keeps bugging me at it so HERE IT IS! :)
So classes, getting things ready to apply to nursing school, and trying to figure out what God wants for my future has been so stressful! I hate not knowing where and what I will be doing next year and that's all Ive been able to think about. I'm to the point of figuring out that my plans are probably not what Gods plans are. During one of the most stressful days dealing with this mess (ha) I went to paradigm and I had just prayed before that God will just put my heart at peace with whatever he has planned for me and for him to teach me something tonight. So I get there and the first song we sang went like this , " My heart is as peace with your presence alone, Lord you know where you are leading me." The song was just about letting God take you by the hand and let him lead you to where he wants you to be and that HIS plans are so much awesomer ( lol) than mine. I just felt a sense of calmness that I hadn't felt in a long time. Another song that I have just LOVED during this time is Sidewalk Prophets. " Be strong in the Lord and never give up hope. You are going to do great things. God's got his hand on you so do not live life in fear. Come find peace in the Father, dont forget why you are here." AHH its so good. I love how when you finally decide to give it up to God and allow yourself to follow in His footsteps and allow God to be God, of what He does! I don't know why it is so hard for me to follow the King of the Universe's plans when I know His plans are whats best for me and that wherever he leads me He will do great things! So awesome to know that I dont have to make those huge and tough decisions by myself, the One that knows me better than I know my self will put me EXACTLY where he wants me to be and doing what I need to be doing.
The SAFEST place to be is right in the CENTER of God's will- WHEREVER that is :)
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